Complete fools

My mood isn't good these few days, out of no reason.
I'm getting very very very sick of some of my classmates because they're always suan-ning me and tried to be funny.
I don't understand their humour at all.
Come to think of it, my life is getting dull and boring

I juz suddenly don't really like how some of my classmates behave too heck-care....... and they still think it's "cool".

I'm sick of these people.

Don't care about them liao.



Though you're someone of a higher authority in the family, I see no reason why you choose to be a complete idiot and troublemaker.


You go against all of us and still think that you're right.

You shout in front of us and expect us to abide by your orders.

You think we are all your slaves.

You selfish bum.

You keep thinking that all of us are useless,

although you should do some soul-searching yourself.

Stop shouting at me because you're not fit to do so.

Good right? Today you shouted at me because I said something wrong, and in fact it's not wrong at all.

You even made me use harsh words on you

It was the truth.

I'm speaking the truth.

And you'd just anyhow lash out your anger on us and treat us like shit.

You even hit me, without even thinking who was in the wrong ALL ALONG.

Crazy fool.

I have no say at all, not even anybody else.

Then it is how you switch my television despite 3 of us keep "begging" you.

I don't know when should I tolerate all these until......

I think I really need friends who can bring me joy and laughter, and get me out of this mess.

P.S :Not in Chronological Order

6th Jan(Fri)

Went home with Huisu lo, but b4 that ate lunch at canteen with Sze Hui, Pearlyn, Donavan and Mrs.Cheong.
Took the short cut. Whoa Lao lor! When i reached CCK it rained! Coz it was the monsoon season....i waited and waited for the bus a LOONNGGGGGG(until cannot emphasize anymore) TIME! MY HAIR!!

7th Jan(Sat)
Changed studio rooms for piano lessons. There's this chao ji kiasu mother who said:"ta tan hao ziang mei you CD na me da sheng." BOKE. Pity the daughter. Hai! mi sight-reading zhen shi wu ke jiu yao!

Scales: E minor Harmonic (Yikes, almost forgot)

Wasn't used to playing on a different piano, therefore i thought the piano sounded wierd....It rained as usual.....DRENCHED. Went home lo.........and later went to Bukit Panj at 8:15pm...ate U-mian as usual......

An olad couple thought i took another person's seat. (Actually i went the whole building searching for a toilet lo!) Same lvl: CLEANING IN PROGRESS
Nest lvl(Storey up): A lot of ppl using, cannot wait...or DON"T BOTHER TO.
Next lvl(another storey up): FiNALLY.

So when i went back there, mum and pops and coco already lining up to buy food already lo.

Then they keep looking at me lo. At first i thought that there's something on mi face. And after giving some thinking to the situation, it came up to be just what i thought it was: Mom asked them to help her look after the seats. Then i indicated that i was part of the family by drinking the water in the waterbottle in the plastic bag on the table lo. = ="

LAME.

Mom came, thanked them and a minute later they went off. The old lady depended on a crutch. (T-structured)
Then next, a young couple with a pram, a baby in it, came to sit beside us. The baby cried so loudly lo! The father ate 1st in a hurry after the food was ordered, while the mother brought the noisy baby out. For consideration, in order not to disturb other peepz when they're eating lo. Then afterwards the mother came back in few minutes later, and they switched tasks. Kawaii! Like 2 birds looking after their young! LoL. After that switched again.
Then mumy very luo suo lo. talked to him a lot of crap lo. From baby to children.......from children to teenagers...tok, tok, tok lah...Said: "children hen nan handle horh?" **fist** **punch!** bibobibo...**h...4

Jiang gou le mei?!

-jk- Hahaha

Luffalottes? - I wan join!

After eating, went to Popular to buy an "enpitsu support", costs $1.75, Kodomono (brand name)
Pops scolded me, for delaying. AS IF I WANTED TO! MY FINGER DEFORMED ALREADY leh!!!!

Afternoon: Went to Keat Hong. Bought worms...stupid ah peh have bad attitude lo!!
I'll NEBER buy anything from your puny store anymore!! **HMPH!!!!!**
Kui hai gei ni ji hui!

Read my sempai's blog, found out that he went to RJC! So, supposedly he scored 8 points(coz suely minus off 4 points) I'll WORK HAD AND SMART TO BEAT THAT!! Just u wait!

He's veri enthu and full of character. So kawaii! My type! But maybe not his type la.

-**P.S: All these ARE fictional work and are in the imaginary world out there.**-

Coco went for guitar lessons at 16:30. 1sty went to Lot 1 then to Woodlands. Already 16 and still needs someone to accompany him. Zhen Diu Lian.

"Xue bu dao dong xi loh."

- Right. Only an idiot like you would say so. Your brain's full of playing computer games! Of course you'd say you can't learn anything!-

Then both of them came back at 21:00 plus. pops vacuumed the house a little.

Pops and I went to deposit my saved money. then park @ NTUC Foodfare ddere lo. Stupid smokers My account have $3ooo plus. Wah then when i checked out with one of mi fwen have how much, i then realised that i was quite poor compared! T^T NEBER MIND! Money doesn't mean everything!

Then went to Lot 1's KOPITIAM and ate yong tau foo...8pcs minimum...

Then i found out mum bought new shirt for coco. UNFAIR! Bias! Haha, juz kiddin' la.

Hope tml will be a good day tho.

Jaa na!

I'm back!

Saturday(night)

Hi! I'm back! As u can see, it's pretty late...actually, i did some kinda draft late at night (4:25:00am) Eh, I stay up sooo late so that i can blog this kay! Muz b gratefull ho! Hahaa, just jokin' lol.
Got my precious nap at 1040 plusplus and slept until 3:45am. 5hrs...after that... actually it was "cheng li de ye guang" a song that woke mi up from mi sleep. I dreamt that i was singing along with the tv in mum's room, pops and mum sitting beside, watching and listening.

Haha.lame man..

I didn't have time to read books i borrowed at the library! And a few days later they're gonna be due!I think i'll do some reading this afternoon after doing all homework ba. If not like very wasting strength n effort to carry and find them lo.

___________________

Today's piano lesson went smoothly...well, at least for today la. As usual, missed FMA. Wait a while ah...I note down what the teacher said.......okie! Updated! basically I played the pieces moderately well.^ ^ yay!

Thank you, thank you.**throwing confetti**..

A1: Said a few comments about the ending part. Must "bow" or end the song properly

B1: Commented about the crescendo and decrescendo parts.

Last song, C3: I'm proud of it. She said it was good. Whoa! 1st time in history leh!

"gai xiao sheng de you xizo sheng. gai da sheng de ye you da sheng. Good."

-Thank you for your compliment-

I didn't have to replay the song.

B3: Deutscher No.2: I tried mi best not to make any mistakes tho...Whoa...have to stretch mi fingers so far!

She didn't fuss about the details that much, compared to last week..-_________________-"

--Hate you!!!--

**just joking**

And then, i played A3:she asked whether i listened to the CD or not.

"tan de bu cuo!"

--haha, bu gan dang, bu gan dang.--

Maybe she asked that coz my playing very exact to CD! EH! Bu yao de yi wang xing hor!

Sighting Reading: "Not bad."

I think i'll concentrate on sight-reading more often bah

"Life's Like a Boat" I'm learning how to play da piano accompaniment. Still progressing tho.

Today's a fairly good day la.

Bcoz of piano mah...

Stupid lo, pops too ai mei already bah. Coz b4 sending me to attend piano, he actually dyed his hair!

Do u think it'll last for long? Hao tian zhen! Zhen bu yao lian! Later botak worse ah!!

ひさしぶりね？

It's been a long time since i updated this blog, well, either i too tired or lazy to do so. Anyway, i suppose they won't delete one's account when the user lets it rot...today's a tiring day, like yesterday. What can one expect from school days?
Today, we met our Physics teacher, Mr.Chin. He has a face like a horse's , and too teeth like one.
(Sorry, but i have to say this)
Sorry blog, i've seen other people's blogs and it seems that mine is somehow boring compared to theirs...wonder how people manage to keep their blogs alive for 3 years! LiKe...you know...**blush** haha.
I'll practise the piano today, have to practice daily one u know...and it's like...i'm so slacky. There's a school camp next week on 12-14th January, and right after is mi piano lesson lorhz. i'd better start reading the chinese book"pu zhu du ben"...if not, i will do badly. I want to do well! Like senpai! I MUST DO WELL!!!!

On Friday, my family and I went to a cinema at the bustling Orchard Road. It sure is crowded over there, giving the fact that it's a day before Christmas Eve. The spirit is sure high, but somehow I can't feel it, is there something wrong with me?
The theatre we went into was Lido 1, it's big, but like any normal ..or can say, a little large cinema. It's full-seating, that's why it's crowded in there. As it is part of my father's company's event, or say, they're the ones who organised it, each person was given a free styrofoam bean-filled cushion.

Before we went into the cinema, they got rid of alll the trash and placeed the cushions on the chair.
There's a wierd smell coming from it though..much of like, the smell of styrofoam.
The movie was: Chronicles of Narnia.

I think it's a pretty childish movie. Though some peepz might disagree with that statement.
However, the graphics are okay still..other than that, I've no other comments...oh wait, I think it sorta copied the battle in Lord of the Rings.

Pops said that the book Lord of the Rings and The Chronicles of Narnia were written at about the same time.
Before catching the movie around an hour earlier, we ate at Burger King for dinner, while mom went off to somewhere, probably to a food centre to eat. **cough** There sure is a a lot of cigarette smoke outside of Burger King.. We reached home at about 12pm plus, and it's so late! Oh yea, we had to queue up to get the seats in the Lido theatre u know, I think we must've stood for more than 30 minutes...Then there was a snake-like queue...**ai** So bo bian lorhz...then pops went to redeem 4 packs of popcorn + pepsi bottles..Ai yoh they so cheapskate one lor...the popcorn's not warm at all..but can say it was nice. Ooo...gotta go sleep. Jaa ne.

Koo! Today my family and I went Bukit Batok's Westmall!

Sole Motive: to redeem two tubs of free ice-cream

Ice-cream has been one of my favourite desserts since I was young. Who can't resist the temptation of putting a spoonful of cool ice-cream in one's mouth? But...**sobz* I have sensitive teeth which keeps worsening... Now, I can't really enjoy eating my favourite ice-cream anymore, for fearing the unbearable pain that surges through my entire

mouth when any icy food gets placed in my mouth...T ^ T

Oh yeah! I forgot one thing. This morning mum and pops went to the zoo to sell around 4 extra tickets (2 Adult + 2 Child). In the end, they earned around $63. I was actually expecting around $100. Guess I shouldn't have too high expectations. Pops packed back KFC back for lunch. It was a nice one, though pops said it was very salty...is there something wrong with my tastebuds? I hope not!:P There was only 2 packs of 2-piece chicken meal (I don't know why am I typing in so much details), and mom went to Keat Hong (the nearby market) to eat lunch, and @ the sametime pack back food for that useless lazy brother of mine. Guess what he was doing at the moment? You could have guessed it!

Playing computer games

I'm very sick of it.

Watching him going on like this.

As his only sister, it pains me to see precious time being wasted on something useless for his future.

I wish I could do something about it, but...

He played almost everyday. Counter-Strike, Counter-Strike, Counter-Strike...

He was the one who said :" "Maybe" I'll go to work." Right. Maybe. Go to work? As?

"Gaming expert." - t c h -

Dream on. (Rolling eyes)

I just wish I can quickly go back to school and do something meaningful. But I gotta do something equally meaningful during these holidays, isn't it?

Oops, sorry, I kinda drifted off into another world of mine... Let's go back to the original story.

It rained soon after mom set off for the market. Well, soon. I took more than half an hour to finish my simple meal. That proved that fried chickens are troublesome to eat, for me, SOMETIMES.

After eating lunch, I settled down for a bit of reading, of newpapers. Speaking of which, I've to get back on my feet into reading newspapers, if not, my English will never improve. And that means...doing bad for my exams... *tremble* Oh come on, as if you're gonna die.

OKAy! SeT! I'm gonna read at least 5 newspapers daily! During these two months of holidays I really missed lot of news, due to my slack I remember my friend, okay, to be even more exact, TWO friends suddenly telling me to stop chatting or typing over MSN and stop for a one-minute silence. There was another tsunami that hit another country. The television beside me was on (okay maybe a different channel, but..) and I don't even know the tragedy occurred! I'm such a boke. None of my family members noted that piece of news too.

Wierd.

Alrighty, snap out of it.

Around 2000

At night, (He played till that time) that's when we went to West Mall. This place is huge I tell you. There was a Christmas carolling taking place. And there was 2 female singers, one of whom is good at singing (Her voice is powerful) I think those people are in Choir. Trained selected people.

We ate at the fifth or fourth storey I think. There's a foodcourt called "Kofu". There's a wide variety of food there.

I remember when we (ones selected to perform for the Graduation Ceremony) were dismissed, and went to that foodcourt, me and along with one friend(HuiTeng) and a choir junior (Huiling), and I packed back home a delicious duck rice, but is really DAMNED expensive. If I didn't forget, it's $3.50.

I couldn't decide what the hell to eat, and went circling aroung the foodcourt a few times.

In the end, I ate some sort of ramen with supposedly "tempura" fried chicken, which was quite oily.You can see a pool of oil at the bottom of the bowl. It isn't really worth it. Some noodles and several pieces of vegetables + tempura chicken = $4.00... What a waste of money.

Mom ordered two bowls of kway teow and a plate of mixed fooditems (including duck meat, douya, toufu, salted vegetables...that's all I think) for $9.00. It's from the same stall I ordered duck rice the other time. OH MY GODNESS!!! We shared those dishes. However, it was not disappointing, it was delicious. Pops ate a wierd dish, it's soup of which is made up of tomato, SQUASHED. I think it's what they call "minestrone". Don't really like that soup. I prefer a bland taste. :P

Bro ate meepok or is it fishball noodles?

Who cares. :/

After that we went to Swensons. There was a LONG, LONG queue there. You should've seen it.

But we went straight in and redeemed the free tubs of ice-cream. Pops and bro went to drive the car to the rounda-bout, while I and mom waited for the ice-cream tubs. While waiting, she sorta "stole" a cherry and popped it into my mouth!!! :X That's embarrassing...

And, always lacking the sense of direction, mom led us to a different exit where there was no rounda-bout. I sensed it earlier actually.Hehehh. But we managed to find our way, fortunately, I can say I'm familiar enough with that place.

At HoMe...

I hurriedly took out the tubs in the white bag they provided, and guess what? DRy ICE!

Cool! I thought. I quickly, without thinking, grabbed one piece of dry ice and OUCH!! MY FINGERS!!!

The dry ice pieced into the poor skin of my fingers, and there was needle-like pain which attacked my pitiful fingers..

Haha. Guess what. Pops suggested...

Bro was in the toilet doing his business at that time.

that he'd put some or a piece of it into the toilet bowl to cool his butt!!HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

I could laugh my head off @ that moment, seriously.

Well, that's that for today. Are are! (In Japanese) It's already 5:47a.m.! This is the 1st time in my entire life staying up late into the night and early morning to do something like this! To create a blog! My OH my.

Well, anyway, jaa mata! See you soon! (Maybe) :)

This is stupid... Well, anyway, here's the list of my Christmas wishes for 2005:

1. To live happily and healthily, my family and I
2. Watch every episode of Bleach anime!
3. To get a brand new piano!:D I LOVE MUSIC!
4. To score A1s in every subject.
5. To beat my senpai (anonymous)
6. Strengthen my vocal chords

This month's proved to be quite a tiring month. Besides participationg in the Choir Overnight Camp, i sprained my ankle the same spot twice, the interval's around two weeks. **Whew** I'm glad I wasn't immobilised by those falls...oh yeah, speaking of which, there's one more fall, and I got a bad bruise on my left knee (OUCH!)

~Omake~

Shhh...this is TOP secret...want to know my sempai whom I wanna beat?...This person's a he. Of course, he's definitely NOT my admirer! I just, feel that I really REAllY need a person to be a good role model, to set an example, to "lead the way". He's good in academic and non-academic activities. Unlike me, I believe he's an out-going person. He's even a president of a CCA, which is, wOw. Being able to score well in every subject, and to juggle his duties as a president well, is a thing which deserves to be admired of. I'm not acquianted in the least bit with this guy, neither is he. He's one tough guy to beat. But one thing's for sure: I'll keep him close to my "Going to Beat" list. Fear not! Senpai! I will someday catch up and beat you! ~He's cute too!~ *blush* > <" Just kidding! :P